My Poem on Mirrors

My Poem on Mirrors

I hate seeing my reflection in the mirror.

I always look away.

It’s not that I consider myself utterly ugly.

I’m just embarrassed.

The same way I can never smile in photos.

That person looking back, oddly visible.

When a face should be simply a window

Used to look out from what’s within.

My longtime poet friend Alan Ota found this poem of mine from some time back. He thinks it is moving and might use it in his next book. I didn’t even remember having written this poem. It sounds like something I would write. I still like this poem.

My poetry an honorable mention in “The Terrible Fives”

My poetry an honorable mention in “The Terrible Fives”

This isn’t coming out until November 2026, but I am thrilled to get an honorable mention in “The Terrible Fives,” the upcoming book by Ishmael Reed, my longtime mentor since my Berkeley days.

A Podcast about my writing

A Podcast about my writing

Also on Apple Podcast

And on Amazon Podcast

And a Video on LinkedIn

Another Video on LinkedIn

My Ikenobo Ikebana No. 13

My Ikenobo Ikebana No. 13

My teacher made this vase himself. The point of this ikebana is to have the elements cascade downward, and protrude forward, creating a flow of life in the leaves, stems and flowers that’s a statement, from top right to left downward, in a softly swinging angle.

Below is another, perhaps better, shot of the Ikebana, created May 13, 2026. And the link to My Ikenobo Ikebana No. 12 with a link to previous Ikebana that has more such links, all the way to My Ikenobo Ikebana No. 1 May 21, 2025. And so it’s been just about a year now.

IT IS OK a poem by Yuri Kageyama

IT IS OK a poem by Yuri Kageyama

it is OK

to idealize

he is now

an angel

or

at least that’s

what they say

he never laid eyes on another

he always brought home the pay check

he never broke anything

and he never snored

it is OK to believe

all those things

and think he was, will be

perfect

This piece came about as part of the Poetry Challenge, a group in Tokyo that shares work on a given theme. The theme was “Dreamtime.” I’m sharing it here because it turned out nicely, if I may say so, with the title “It Is OK.” That’s what a family member who used AI to make it into a song called it:

WHAT DO YOU THINK? Words written by Yuri Kageyama Music and song by Ryu Miho Arranged by Toshiyuki Turner Tanahashi

WHAT DO YOU THINK?

A song about love with Words written by Yuri Kageyama and Music and song by Ryu Miho

what do you think?

it’s a trick question

what do you think?

with a right answer

what do you think?

not at all open-ended

what do you think?

as it might seem

what do you think?

it’s asking do you really love me?

do you truly understand?

what do you think?

the answer isn’t fixed

just a right answer, and a wrong

what do you think?

i love you so much

what do you think?

and long after we’re all gone

what do you think?

that big question is still there

what do you think?

what do you think?

Lovers are always asking each other: “What do you think?” and getting upset if their lover doesn’t quite get it, or answers he or she felt something about an artwork or a film they just saw together in a different way from what you’re feeling, or thought the feeling should be, or whatever. It’s really a fruitless game, but it’s one all lovers play, all the time, throughout history, wherever they are, any nation, any culture. Because ultimately you’re just asking: Do you love me? And there is no right answer or a wrong one. Just that moment you share, you are both here, alive but together on this little beautiful planet, lost in the cosmos, and we never know what to think anyway.

And this version as arranged and performed by Toshiyuki Turner Tanahashi.

We presented “What Do You Think” at a Tokyo bar together May 3, 2026. A man came up and told us his wife always asks him that, too, and he never has the right answer so he’s given up.
And so: What do you think?

YOUR MUSIC a poem by Yuri Kageyama

Your Music a poem by Yuri Kageyama

He loved me

More than he loved

His Music

And his Music is

Huge

Because

When you play

That kind of Music

The Music

Is about Everybody

Each Player

Even the listener

But especially the Music

Not just then and there

But all the Music

That went Before

You knew that

So you just smiled

When I said

It wasn’t your Music

And I didn’t even think or know

How much you loved me

Because our love was bigger

Than all that

Music

a link to a sweet musical version on SoundCloud

Gordy with Duke in San Francisco 1979. Photo by Bob Hsiang.

I now know it’s all the same thing, love and music. Or the poem, flower arrangement or any other pursuit. It’s about connecting with all that went before you, in all their trials and tribulations, everything. And love is a part of that, your connecting with that person you love. Maybe your friend, your mother, your partner for life. It might get complicated if you are trying to connect with the past, while at the same time trying to connect with that individual, who in turn may also be connecting with the musical or theatrical greats who went before him or her. But, hey, it’s all the same thing. It is how you live and how you choose to connect. And it is definitely a lifelong effort. Worth every second. Filling you with joy and meaning about having known those special connections, and that special person. So do not mourn. Just rejoice. Keep playing, writing, creating and loving.

Poetry Challenge (Part Two)

The Poetry Challenge 2026 has now become a weekly. And so here goes. The first theme for the group is “Water.” More themes follow by the week below:

WATER

by Yuri Kageyama

You’re instructed to do less

Be invisible

Although no one is watching

You’re a threat just by being you

So be quiet and be still  

Pretend you don’t exist

Don’t even breathe too hard

People can tell you can play

By just hearing a note

People can tell you can write

By just reading one line

And who needs that from you

When you aren’t even there

James McBride wrote “The Color of Water”

But you are neither white nor black

So you just aren’t there; OK?

And already totally forgotten     

Midnight

by Yuri Kageyama

A sliver

Of a crack

Dividing

Tomorrow

From

Today

Slip through

A free fall

The other Side

Invisible

What Death

Feels like

Long lost lovers

Wait for you

That’s why

Midnight

Has that eerie feel

The moment

When eternity

Hits

A whisper

A breath

A nothing

BIRD SONG

by Yuri Kageyama

Plum blossoms warble

A flutter of green

Nightingales tell us spring is here

Gliding reflections

Elegance of white

Swans remind us of Tchaikovsky     

Caught in a cage

Silent fluff of yellow

The Canary who’s forgotten to sing   

SHAPE I’M IN

by Yuri Kageyama

Being not white  

You get racism

Being a woman

You get sexism

You’d think with time   

Race, gender maybe

Will matter less

Well well well

No no no

Being old

You get agism

And that’s together

With all you got before

LIES

by Yuri Kageyama

You are beautiful

People call them lies

I’m so in love with you

Those promises for forever

You are the only one

But some lies are allowed

In sickness or in health

They become truth in love  

Till death doth us part

MISTAKE

by Yuri Kageyama

Waiting for Godot

Ice cream

Rock ‘n’ roll

A good night’s sleep

Waking up after that

Soft sunlight through the window

Michelangelo

A joke that makes everyone laugh

Pink lipstick

Pink roses

Pink bubble gum

A gorgeous sunset

Winning but knowing it’s OK to lose

Losing but knowing you might win next

Landing a job

Getting paid

Going out to dinner

Going out dancing

Burritos

Birthdays

The smell of evergreen

A fireplace     

A walk on the beach

Holding hands

The John Coltrane Quartet

Jimi Hendrix

This is a list of things I love

Have loved

Will love forever

Remember

No mistake

Our baby’s first cry

Our baby now a man

Pride and joy

Peace on earth

The caress of your kiss

DREAMTIME

by Yuri Kageyama

it is OK

to idealize

he is now

an angel

or

at least that’s

what they say

he never laid eyes on another

he always brought home the pay check

he never broke anything

and he never snored

it is OK to believe

all those things

and think he was, will be

perfect

a link to the poem as a song below, courtesy Isaku (I changed the second-to-the-last line to match the musical version _ and because I like the new line better):

Walk On

by Yuri Kageyama

Dionne Warwick sang “walk on by”

About someone who said goodbye

Paul Griffin plays piano on that track

Do you remember or care to look back?

He recorded with hundreds of musicians

Bob Dylan, the Isley Brothers, Van Morrison

We must keep going and walk on

Not passing and forgetting, walk on

Dark Side

by Yuri Kageyama

Smart people say

William Blake believed  

Good and evil are

Side by side

But I heard different

Like a child

Pure and clear

That voice:

“Mommy I love you”

Heart and mind and flesh

For all eternity

That is

Good

The side

To know and stay  

Blessed are we all

For those memories of good

Even those we no longer

Really remember

But I know

For sure

We do

Get

To

Choose

To live by good

And die by good

And not walk over

To the dark side

Which is somewhere else

And we don’t have to be all that smart

To be different

From that other side,

Twisted and gnarled

Hateful of others’ joys,

Just hissing and snarling

First Contact

by Yuri Kageyama

You sent me pink flowers

It’s been a year since he died

A whole year

“Sending big hugs your way”

You wrote in a message

I hear a happier voice

Than some time ago

When you said

“I can’t give you grandchildren”

Though I replied quickly, firmly

“You don’t have to give me grandchildren”

I will try to remember that happier voice

Like when we went to hear Jharis Yokley  

Rhythms resonate in a tiny Tokyo hall   

It doesn’t matter

We can’t remember what we said

The first time we met

WEARY

by Yuri Kageyama

I’m never tired of remembering you

When I vacuum and pick up your sheet music

When the silly things you saved fall off the shelves

When my heart aches each day you aren’t here

I’ll never tire of loving you

Even if you aren’t here to hug or cuddle

We have memories like when our son was born

How we took turns till he happily dozed off to sleep

I just know you are still here

Watching to make sure I don’t fall or cry too much

There isn’t that much time left to wait  

And we can be together again like always

DEPARTURES & ARRIVALS

by Yuri Kageyama

Naoya enters the ring to that song

Into the spotlight, the cheering crowd

I’m not a fighter, just a reporter,

Feeling so blessed to be here

^—<

Reminders of what you’ve missed

Rooftop of a fancy restaurant

The getaway trip we never took  

Too late to wish you knew it then

^—<

It’s the same in the end to be there,

Or not arrive, to be or not to be,

To remember, or having no memories,

That life and love are all that matters    

HEAVEN OR HELL

by Yuri Kageyama

It’s not about looks

The smile and wink

That catch your eye

Nor the riches

Whether he can get you into clubs

Or get you a job;

Does he make you laugh?

Would be more to the point;

Ultimately

It’s about forgiveness

Because

When you love someone

Truly

There is nothing

To forgive

Haiku Today

Haiku Today by Yuri Kageyama

The birds are man and wife

Arrows gliding floating fluttering

Leave me with envy

^ ___ <

In youth art was all   

But love is so much bigger  

And our son was born