A Thought Today by Yuri Kageyama
sometimes the cruelty is unbearable
the way they snicker
say No
you
don’t
even
exist
it hurts
you know inside
it is because they are white
and you are not
and you remember
the way it happens
over and over
not from when you are born
when your mother hugged you
and your father taught you
and you had friends
who had toys and laughed
you remember
how it happens when
the world finally includes white people
who hate you
say you look like a doll
ignore you
make you feel small
find new names for you
at least they didn’t kill you
but they always like to say
No